And I've known this for months now.
But for some reason,I thought that not talking about it,
would make it all be a fake.
A really late April Fools joke.
But it's not.And tonight we are saying goodbye to them.
I'm going to miss my girls.
I wont see Daniela walk for the first time,
or see Sofi go to school like a big girl.
I wont see the bun in the oven once it's born.
I'm trying really hard to be strong.
To not let it be a huge deal.
But I always pictured my boy
being bullied by daniela and taken care of by sofia.
I pictured them causing trouble together.
and all along.... I guess I pictured wrong.