I have not slept for 2 consecutive hours in the last three nights...
so you could say I'm a little bit out of it.
I am barely able to keep my eyes open at work,
words look fuzzy on the computer screen
and I'm ready to scream at anyone who just wants to say hi.
It's a nightmare, and I'm just getting bigger...
So I don't expect for anything to get better,
but today I feel like I am going to have a melt down;
that all of this sleep deprivation is cooking long enough
to become a big dramatic tearful moment
that will make me feel a bit inadequate to be carrying a child.